urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shedoesntcare shedoesntcare shedoesntcare 2009-11-19T09:35:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shedoesntcare:2024 2009-11-19T09:35:01Z 2009-11-19T09:35:01Z Wow. I can't even remeber the last time i was on here. It feels good to be back. =) It's almost 4 am. I'm tired but i cant sleep. Thankfully i dont work tomorrow. Ive been with someone for about a year now and some where along the way i feel like ive lost myself. Im not the same anymore. Im not completly dissapointed with the person ive become but i am unhappy with the person ive lost; myself. From now on every decsion i make will be based on whats best for me and only me. Im done with caring about what others are gonna say or think. It all starts today. I just need to tie up some loose ends first. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shedoesntcare:1434 2008-05-14T13:54:08Z 2008-05-14T13:54:08Z okay so 2day i start fasting<br />it will only be 4 one week exactly<br />cuz i dont fit into my prom dress<br />as easily as i use 2.<br /><br />then i will go bak 2 eating normally<br />and try looseing weight the healthy way<br /><br />but i have a question.....<br />how much weight do u think i will loose within a week????? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shedoesntcare:1125 2008-01-25T19:44:16Z 2008-01-25T19:44:16Z She's Vicious<br />She's not one 2 play games with<br />You wifed her<br />Then left her<br />Lead her 2 believe<br />And played her for a fool<br />Now she's Spiteful<br />Thinking of a riteful way<br />2 make u repay urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shedoesntcare:999 2008-01-10T23:11:25Z 2008-01-10T23:17:11Z i still miss him<br />: (<br /><br />i hate it that i cant get him out of my head<br />it seems that when ever i have free time<br />my mind just wonders about him<br />i fantasize about him<br />i make up stories about him in my brain<br />i just dont know what 2 do anymore<br /><br />im use 2 just hooking up<br />with another guy<br />and just forget about the other<br />cuz thats just what happens every time<br /><br />but this time its different<br />and i know im not in love<br />i know its just a stupid crush<br />but still that doesnt change<br />the way i feel<br />its my fucking feelings!<br />why cant i control them<br /><br />you know maybe<br />its just a stupid phase<br />it happens with every<br />stupid guy i end up getting close 2<br /><br />this is why<br />i just stay away from them all<br />its so much drama,<br />when your with them<br /><br />i guess it just wasnt meant 2 be<br />and we were both better off this way<br />im actually kind of glad<br />that things ended the way they did<br />it could of been a lot worse<br /><br />like i always say<br />"AVOID THE DRAMA" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shedoesntcare:709 2007-12-27T04:01:27Z 2007-12-27T04:01:27Z <b><font size="2">okay so im totally new at this.....<br />i wanna lose weight<br />i know how 2 but<br />its just soooo hard 2 stay away from food<br />i need advice on<br />how u girls stay away from all the fat stuff<br />help plzzz???????</font></b>